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Thursday, May 13th, 2004
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6:29 pm - fucking townie sluts can burn in hell (again!)
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well today, was ok.. im just so fucknig pissed of with pathetic townie slags (charlie) who have nothing better to do than acuse me and my mates of doing stupid pathetic things! im so angry! i just want charlie and her pathetic little friends to die and leave me alone!!!!!!!!!!! grrrrrrrrrrrr. they are making me feel shit. its really stupid, but its working, i wanna leave go away and get away! at least if it was me i would be being acused of something i was actually doing! arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!
bubye xxxxxxxxxxxxx
current mood:  pissed off
current music: InMe- energy
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| Wednesday, May 12th, 2004
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5:00 pm - sick
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well.. school was ok, in dt i felt really ill.. then up til the end of the day... at 2.55 i askd miss ellis if i could go and i ran to the loo and i was sick ewwww i feel really ill and have been in bed not fun!
bubye xxx
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| Tuesday, May 11th, 2004
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7:22 pm - ummm
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well.. got up and that..i was really blur pissed off and down until about break.. my feet were killing and i had blisters and stuff v.v.v painful. all lessons were boring apart from english in which me and chloe did a well cool comic! umm after break i was ok. just kinda stopd thinking. at lunch listend to InMe with mel, sehr gut! then got the bus home... no one was really online, so was kinda boring so i watchd my parents are aliens!? umm my party is on again now which is good! thats about all really, bubye xxxxxx
current mood:  okay
current music: InMe- spur of moment
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| Monday, May 10th, 2004
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4:43 pm - GRRRRRRR
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why do people always listen to me? why do they always side with me? why don't they listen when people tell them what im really like?
well... feels like my life is crumbling around me.
after everything last nite i didn't see my mum once, i got up this morning got ready and left. she said she wantd to go shoe shopping (not gonna happen!)so i just went to meet siana. got to school, i was kinda scared... pathetic i know but i thought my mum might have phoned in or something! but school was ok, i just felt pretty shit i supose. i got the bus home and my dad was here, and he took me shoe shopping... was ok, i said that i don't want to be my mums daughter after what she said as long as i have him and my mates i don't care.still haven't spoken to my mum. well can't be arsed to write anymore
bubye xxx
current mood:  crappy
current music: InMe- gelosea
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| Sunday, May 9th, 2004
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7:36 pm
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i fucking hate life, my mum heard me having a phone convo with rachel (once again she invaided my privacy) she heard me saying about wht happnd with charlie.
she had a rite go at me and said i can't go out again and im grounded coz i push things too far, she said my bday is off and she i going into the school. i hate her so much. its not as if my life didn't already suck! what is teh point! im not meant to be online so ill have to go soon. i hate fucking townies and everything. she said its because im different that people hate me and that she doesn't want me as her daughter! if they go into the school im soo dead. grr
bye
current mood: depressed
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6:39 pm - FUCKING TOWNIES BURN IN HELL!
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yesterday was crap.. well charlie and 6 or so other people came up to me in town (i was with mel and grimmi) and startd having a really big go... we walkd off and they folwd us into the bus shelter and charlie was shouting again and pind me up against the post lol.. they went on for like 5 mins then chloe slpd me and they walkd off.. only chloe and charlie said anything the others were all rite they didn't know what was going on! they just really pissed me off.. and although i didn't let it show it actually hurt quite a bit and im kinda upset i supose... the hard thing is what they said is true, im a complete bitch! i hate them and me grrr im just glad i have such great friends xx
current mood: sad
current music: InMe- ruins
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| Friday, May 7th, 2004
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6:52 pm - random
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hi, like i said earlier i'm at my cousins... mel and jenna's. It's really really really gay and boring! i'll explain why..
mel- a 16yr old townie, really bad music taste horrible clothes but she is ok, i supose, at least i can talk to her like a normal person. she is over the whole me being a scari freak that she can't talk to stage.. so she can be kinda cool!
jenna- anoying lil brat, she can be ok.. just bullies me (everyone say aww) she tho she is shorter and younger than me!
so im sitting here writing a random entry listening to some weird song.. *my neck my back lick my pussy and my crack* hmmm strange.. anyway, im downloading msn so i can talk to more people coz there is no one on aol!
im soo bored.. lala, umm oo i was thinking earlier and i was wondering how oranges became... what they evolvd from and that?! weird yes.. but its me! i was then thinking about how much i want to go to space! and live in space and help the earth in someway!
hmm what to do what to dooooooooo! *lick it now, lick it good, lick this pussy just like you should* this song is serious fucked up! the whole cd is.. all sound the same to me! i should have brought my blink CDs piss them off real bad!!! they hate blink! fucking sluts lol!
mel has gone to work now.. why am i still listening to the cd?!
ok well i'll write what happend today insted of just rabling on in my strange way..
i got up at 6.45 wahoo go me, i walked down my bed lader and sat at the computer, switchd it on read my emails and put music on. i then went in the bathroom and had a shower and got dressed. i brushed my teeth and went to meet siana. we walkd to school and then at 8.35 we had an exam... english shakespeare, i just rambld on and on and on.. then we had p.e which was seriously fun! i love it!!! then we had umm, music! was ok, just muckd around. at lunch i had an ice lolly and doughnut and umm another chocolate bar.. heh bad me! but i running around and jumping and walking and being a loon all day so that was ok! then we had DT exam, that was just funny.. me and siana were just talking at the end and i told her the answer to the first question.. tis cool im getting on more with siana again.. probs coz i walk now! then we had DT and i did more on my pillow. i walkd home with siana and chloe and now im sititng here!
im gonna write about something seriously funny! yesterday in science, charlie (townie person.. i don't hate her, infact i have been mates with her for 10years!) well she was being a rite bitch to viki and being really mean.. so i had a really big go at her, i said everything i have ever wanted to say to people 'like that' i supose i was kinda mean but anyone that hurts on of my friends deserves it! well today in DT she tried to trip me uppp ooo harsh, so i just kikd her leg! twas well funny.. she is gayyy!
well i have written a long entry for once, wahoo go me! its rather pointless.. good ther is this really anoying weird song on, tis doing my fucking head it!
well im going to leave you now.. you probs won't even read al this!
bubye xxxxxxxxxxxx
current mood:  loved
current music: umm weird song.. and the pussy song ha!
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4:27 pm - hey
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im at my cousins, not really doing much.. listening to music! townie shit lol!
bubye xxx
p.s everyone feel sorry for me!
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| Thursday, May 6th, 2004
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7:50 pm
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today, was school... we had english exams, they were cool! i really enjoyd them lol.. obviously i didn't like them but they were ok and that!
umm after school mel and grimmi came round! im now going to pluk!!!!! i said id come to school 2moz looking.. diferent so im gonna! ha! weee go me!
bye xx
current mood: happy
current music: InMe- ruins
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| Wednesday, May 5th, 2004
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6:47 pm
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umm, im happy lala.. once aagain can't be a to write anything
bubye xx
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| Tuesday, May 4th, 2004
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9:00 pm
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umm today we had exams * i just got fucking nervous * (tom quote) its how i felt tho.. they ended up being easy so taht was ok
can't be arsed to update
bubye xx
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| Monday, May 3rd, 2004
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5:52 pm - Love can break in
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oooooo, i haven't listned to this song for ages.. punk rock princess <3 wahoooo
can't be botherd to write what i did, basically talkd, watchd sleepy hollow again and playd keyboard
bubye xxxxxxxxx
oh my- that was weird, i downloaded punk rock princess again today and i was just searching for the tab and i found out it is a sleepy hollow recording company song thing, which is quite spooky
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2:00 pm
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You are Sandy, the female squirrel who lived in the
underwater sea with her friends Spongebob,
Patrick and Squidward. She is a very smart
squirrel from the far away country of Texas.She
loves Karate, just for self-denfense. She lives
in her beatiful glass house.
Who are you in Spongebob Squarepants?
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1:58 pm
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You are a Blood Fetish Vampire. The Blood Fetish
Vampire is a human that has a strange
attraction to blood. Although blood induces
vomiting in humans, these Blood Fetish Vampires
are able to swallow it. You think you are a
real vampire, though you are a vampire. You are
thought to be a little freaky.
What kind of vampire are you?
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1:56 pm
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1:19 pm
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| Song that makes you happy: | what's my age again | | Song that makes you want to cry: | adams song | | Song that makes you feel dreamy: | going away to gollege | | Song that makes you sleepy: | none | | Song that makes you want to dance: | dancing with myself | | Song that makes you want to close your ears: | i respect all songs | | Song that makes you think of that special someone: | figure.09 | | Song that makes you feel relaxed: | umm avril lavigne songs | | Song that makes you feel inspired: | blink songs and InMe | | Song that makes you want to sing along:: | most songs |
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1:15 pm
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| General Information | </td>| State your full name.: | Lauren Amy Miller | | Do you like your name?: | no | | If you could change it, would you, and to what?: | amy may morgan (would say hoppus but doesn't sound gd) | | Tell me your age.: | 14 nearly | | Relationships/Love | </td>| What do you want your wedding to be like?: | perfect, small, dark, im a castle with a black and red long dress and fire and red and black roses | | Tell me the perfect setting for when you have sex.: | a pool table | | Have you ever been in love?: | no | | Are you in love?: | no | | Your opinions | </td>| Rock music is..: | GREAT | | Pop music is..: | funny | | Your thoughts on anarchy: | umm, duno i | | Do you believe in God?: | NO | | Favorites | </td>| Type of music: | punk, ska, emo, rock, etc | | Band: | BLINK 182 | | Food: | cheerios | | Thing to do: | be with friends listening to music or at a gig | | Thing to say: | about blink | | Person to talk to: | um, mel , grimmi, siana etx | | Subject in school: | science, history, english | | Parent: | can't say, but probs my dad.. now i feel bad! | | Color, and why: | pink or dark blue.. pink coz its bright and happy. blue coz its soothing | | Author: | meg cabot | | Book: | princess diaries | | Candy: | umm.. | | Last, just random questions and things about you. | </td>| Do you like yourself?: | sometimes | | What do you like about yourself?: | the fact i love blink! | | What dont you like about yourself?: | i mess up lots | | Can you play any instruments?: | yea | | Are you depressed?: | no | | Have you ever been suicidal?: | no | | Do you do drugs?: | no | | Do you drink alcohol?: | yes | | Do you miss anyone right now? Who?: | yes | | What do you want to do with your life?: | be in a band and be happy and to make other happy and be an astrobiologist | | What's something you know you want to accomplish before you die?: | to make a scientific discovery or help in some way with a space mission | | Do you think that I love you?: | errrr | | You best, because I do. | </td>
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10:00 am - shooooooooooooooooooooting star
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hello all.. last night mel and grimmi stayd over and we slept in the tent, fun. we watchd sleeepy hollow twas good, and then we went out to the tent and the fox was there, ok, but it ate my rabbit grrrrrrrrrrr. umm we talkd in the tent for a bit then me and grimmi went to get lots of food, we got *pringles *cookies *choco biscuits *crisps *twixes and lots of chocolate things and unhealthy, ahwell. then mel fell asleep and me and grimi went out on the decking and layd under the stars and talkd was fun and we saw a shoooting star!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! was soooo cool, we talked about lots and was very very fun, but very cold! then we went back in the tent and talked a bit more then we all kinda fell asleep. this morning i woke up at like 7 with pins and needles and its wasdamn anoying and wouldn't go. then i went in the house and grimmicame in like 15 mins later then mel came and now we are here! fun fun fun bubye x
current mood: frustrated
current music: blink 182
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| Sunday, May 2nd, 2004
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5:55 pm
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today i went out on my bike for hours, just sat in a field and thought and stuff, then i went in the forest and saw a snake was cool.
then i cycled to see my nan and that was gd.
then went to grimmi's and was fun, i think mel and grimmi might be staying 2nite which should be fun!!
bubye xxxxxxxx
current mood: good
current music: goldfinger- superman
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| Saturday, May 1st, 2004
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8:00 pm - silver and cold
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im bored so im gonna write stuff..
since i have been home i have been playing the keyboard loads, i have learnt afi- silver and cold linkin park- in the end and numb and blink- carousel, i miss you and adams song.. its wel fun
bubye
current mood: pissed off
current music: afi- silver and cold
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